When you bought us ice-cream in the park and said, "It looked good in Spider-Man."

To having nowhere else to walk to in the middle of night except straight to the bars.

You know, seeing as I survived my second abusive relationship. I feel fine.

Hello 4am and a pain that don't ever go away.

Because maybe it was you the whole time who was keeping me grounded.

When everything in your life becomes so overwhelmingly unsure, nothing makes sense anymore, thoughts don't form, the strongest people in your life are just as broken as you, stories don't add up, and nothing stays consistent minus the fact that you make the wrong choices. I feel like I'm digging myself into a grave, and there's nothing that'll get me out but my own willpower, that I spent all of keeping us alive.

The I-80 at night is like traveling through space. My producers are awesome.

The part where your dog almost takes off your boyfriends' hand..

So I complain a lot, I know I do. And yes, maybe he seems terrible. But until he proves to me otherwise, every man is evil and up to no good. But he's been surprising me every day since the last time I wrote. And things were so lovely for a while, but I'd hate to call them one thing if it meant that those times were over. This love is cosmic. And it's only growing. And I know we're getting restless. We're both so terrified of things growing to a certain point and getting comfortable, because we're tauruses and all we want is to be comfortable, but once we get there, we just snap. I'm afraid. I'm so afraid of reaching that point of no return. But who knows, maybe I'm just being usual paranoid self. Who knows.

Drinking wine in the dark, contemplating this issue. I never met anyone with a worse drug habit than me, until I met you. And for the first time in my life, I realize that the shit only gets in the way.

When your lovers love you more than your love loves you.

Finally have my stripes back..

Why do we let our lovers walk all over us?

Today I felt loved for the first time in weeks. Months. Neither of us know what we're doing, but that's okay. For the first time in a while, things are okay. Better than okay. I will try not to get too comfortable.

"If a Jasmine Tree person can find someone who can help them to become a little more optimistic and show them the true beauty of life, they will remain faithful to them for the rest of their life."

I can teach you how to ruin your life and your relationships with everyone around you.

The trouble I get myself into!

I really hurt him and this time I actually care

I got too comfortable.

Of course, here I am getting so comfortable with him. I am terrified.

For once I feel stronger than somebody else in my life, but why him? So I can teach myself that I am worth more and stronger than I think.

When your "boyfriend" says he can tell that you "like" him "a lot." And you laugh and ask, "Oh yeah, what else can you 'tell'?" It's best he thinks he's still in control. He'll never get too close.

Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

Because no one else can make you feel like I can.