"I don't want to go to hell, but if I do it'll be 'cuz of you. My hearts on fire."

Original.

I'm bad for business and relationships because I hate staying in one place for too long.

Been working on my resume to try to earn my place in society.

Sweet Lady Liberty
You are the lost though you are free
And what hides beneath?
Can't tell the wolves from the sheep.

I miss feeling loved by you. I miss seeing that smile on your stupid face and knowing that I'm the one that put it there. And no one else. I miss being absolutely certain about something that I could bet my life on it. I miss you more than you'll ever know, and feeling like I belong somewhere. I know I don't belong anywhere.

I've always been my own boss. Can't imagine it any other way.

It's relieving to know that you are now once again 3,000 miles away from me. I did not sign up for you to be any less than that. I did not come here for that. So thank you for getting off my coast. Faggot.

Aand I went on a date on friday. With a white boy. Wtf. Hahah. Hah. And I'm crushin'. Kinda. We'll see what happens. But if anything does, Mom will kill me. Oh man. He's an artist though, making/earning a living, what can she expect?