My best friend Cerena and I probably have the worst luck in the world and we're just trying our best to survive. Last night, my best friend got her face stomped in by some bitch while this bitch's boyfriend holds Cerena down. And the worst part is, there is nothing I can do about it. And she's about just as far away from me as you are. Fuck everything right now.

And there's nothing you can do about it now.

I guess I am still crazy

Never wanted so much to not see tomorrow ever again. Good night.

I choose to be lonely because I'd rather be lonely than give some other asshole the satisfaction of thinking they 'have' me.

You want to push me away? All right.

I just get worried when people who have hurt me more than you could possibly imagine tell me that THEY are worried that I'm going to get myself hurt because they know how I get when I fall for someone, I give more than most people dare to imagine. And so I try to ignore it, but when everything you do looks to confirm it, I'm not sure what to do anymore.