Hello 4am and a pain that don't ever go away.

Because maybe it was you the whole time who was keeping me grounded.

When everything in your life becomes so overwhelmingly unsure, nothing makes sense anymore, thoughts don't form, the strongest people in your life are just as broken as you, stories don't add up, and nothing stays consistent minus the fact that you make the wrong choices. I feel like I'm digging myself into a grave, and there's nothing that'll get me out but my own willpower, that I spent all of keeping us alive.