My current life is a Tom Waits song. Sigh. Yeah, it is.

Say a word for Polly May
She can't tell the night from the day
They threw her out in the street
But just like a cat she landed on her feet
And say a word for Joanna Love
She ain't got nothing at all
'Cos everyday she falls in love
And everynight she falls when she does

She said
Oh sweet nuthin'
You know she ain't got nothing at all
Oh sweet nuthin'
She ain't got nothing at all

Sometimes I wish we were still in the same time zone. I just miss talking to you. But it should go away eventually.

Is it you? Could it be you? Don't want it to.

A boy shouldn't ask a girl for his safety, he should give it to her.

If I told you all the times when I'd done wrong
Could you bathe my soul and wash it all away?
I can't forgive the things that I can still
remember
So I think my friend these sins are here to stay
And I could make a promise
With a tear in my eye
And all the hope in my heart
But all the doubt in my mind
But if judgement day started tonight
At least I'd know I was right
But if judgement day started tonight
At least I'd know I was right
And I'd be laughing at the end of the world
But take my hand tonight I think we'll be alright

So come on and let me in
I need a place to hide
I need a place to hide before the storm begins

No, I won't let you ruin my night. I will try not to let you ruin my night.

Worst night/morning of my life. Crying all night, waking up at 7 am just because I can't go back to sleep, cry some more, chills, really bad stomach pains, throw up, finally get back to sleep, waking up every 15 minutes, realizing that I've been doing the same exact thing in the same order all morning, finally get up not wanting to and feeling like I can both physically and emotionally.

I think I'm losing it.

I want to go home.

I've been so paranoid the past couple of days. Unfortunately and regretfully awaiting your call tonight.

Lindsay Lohan - Golden Globes 2010 After-Party!

Lindsay Lohan - Golden Globes 2010 After-Party!

Lindsay Lohan is trash, but this dress is fabulous.

It's funny how at first we went from being the most unlikely couple to the most likely to never break up. This blows.

"Love has a nasty habit of disappearing over night." I never want to watch Across the Universe. But I do write now. You won't still need me, or want to feed me when I'm 64. Because you don't want to now. How unfortunate. You never knew how to cook anyway.

Jess got her first tattoo today. Jealousy.