Is it bad that I never want to get married because I feel like if I do it, I'll do it just to spite you? I don't miss you right now. Just the you feel when I'm in your arms.

But I think I hate you more.

The worst thing about venturing into your past is coming to the realization that the people you were once friends with genuinely do miss you. I can honestly say that everyone I got to see these past 3 days I've always held close to my heart. Sometimes I wish they could just come with me back home. Every single one of them. I will miss you all. More than you'll ever know.