It was good to see that smile of yours I've been dying so long to see.
And I'm glad that it was because of me. It seems like ages since I've seen that smile.
So unique, so genuine.
People who don't know you might think that you were angry, but I know that it's just you trying to hold back.
You always held back. Your emotions, your love. I hated it. I hate you for it.
I miss you loving me, and I miss loving you.
But it's probably for the better, no matter how hard I try to convince you and myself.
I hate how you shut me out. And I wish you wouldn't.
Just know that I loved you before and I always will.
No matter what we've been through. Nothing will ever change that.

Be safe, and be good.
Yours always.