Worst night/morning of my life. Crying all night, waking up at 7 am just because I can't go back to sleep, cry some more, chills, really bad stomach pains, throw up, finally get back to sleep, waking up every 15 minutes, realizing that I've been doing the same exact thing in the same order all morning, finally get up not wanting to and feeling like I can both physically and emotionally.

I think I'm losing it.