I guess what baffles me about the whole situation is that I'm realizing that I've messed up, but still she gets so much support for constantly messing up her life. And I can't be apart of that. I'm trying to make it through life too, I can't be there dragging a grown adult through it as well. Wreaking havoc whenever she pleases just because she can. I can't be a baby sitter anymore. I've said my apologies. I just want to know why that if we're BOTH so depressed, why anyone thought this was a good idea to begin with? When times get tough, you see the true side of others. I may have a million and one family members, but they will have always alienated me my entire life because I was different. So alienate me some more because I'm doing what's right for me. I'm growing up and doing my time and that's all that matters.