I'm not the same girl I was when we met.

my boyfriend

You want nothing to do with me. I don't know what to do with you...'Cause you don't know what you do to me.

Baby, is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel--the beating of your heart baby.

Your perfect match is someone who is encouraging, friendly and genuine. This type of person is a peacemaker and while they are not super ambitious, they want to make sure that the people around them are well taken care of and appreciated. They are happy to let you take the leadership role in the relationship and are very interested in how you are feeling at all times. They are very in tune with their emotions, seek balance in their life and feel happiest when things around them are calm. They lead with their heart, rather than their head so your ability to be well-grounded and level-headed will make you the perfect team. This person will always accept you for who you are, never demanding more and will love you passionately and fully. The top traits they are looking for in a mate are: sensitivity, ambition (they realize that it is important and admire you for it) and stability. You will never need to wonder if they love you as the gifts, cards and phone calls just to "see how you are feeling today" will come pouring in.

That's what you used to be like.

I. can't. really. breathe.

Oh she's just fabulous.








I think I can make it by swimsuit season...damn, I really want plastic surgery.

It's because of you that there are many things I can no longer do anymore, such as wear boots and paint my finger nails a different color from my toes. So maybe a pair of boots and a tattoo will help me get over you. I'm tired of this drinking/smoking every night to not care. Waking up in the morning is always the worst when you're hungover and already don't want to get out of bed. I'm becoming an emotional drunk, and I don't like it one bit. So yes, maybe a new pair of boots, a new jacket, and a piercing or tattoo will help me get over you.

Going to bed and waking up in the morning is always the worst part of my day. That's probably why I'm so sick.

I hate Valentine's Day. I always have. Even when we were together. Ugh, I don't want to be like this anymore. There are so many thing I want to say to you, but I can't. I miss you so much. It isn't fair that I have to stay here and waste away, while I could be doing something I want to be doing like spending just even an hour lying in bed with you. I hate when you tell me to find some other boy to lie down with, to feel comfortable with, because I don't want to. I don't want anyone else. So stop trying to force me.

Ohh, it's just one of those days.

I dare you to fall in love with me. I promise I won't love you back.

"The suburban woman--she was the dream of young American women and the envy of women all over the world. She was healthy, beautiful, educated, concerned only about her husband, her children, her home. She had found true feminine fulfillment, free to choose automobiles, clothes, appliances, supermarkets; she had everything that women everywhere dreamed of."

From The Feminine Mystique, 1963

Does she know how you told me you'd hold me until you died, till you died. But you're still alive.

My current life is a Tom Waits song. Sigh. Yeah, it is.

Say a word for Polly May
She can't tell the night from the day
They threw her out in the street
But just like a cat she landed on her feet
And say a word for Joanna Love
She ain't got nothing at all
'Cos everyday she falls in love
And everynight she falls when she does

She said
Oh sweet nuthin'
You know she ain't got nothing at all
Oh sweet nuthin'
She ain't got nothing at all

Sometimes I wish we were still in the same time zone. I just miss talking to you. But it should go away eventually.

Is it you? Could it be you? Don't want it to.

A boy shouldn't ask a girl for his safety, he should give it to her.

If I told you all the times when I'd done wrong
Could you bathe my soul and wash it all away?
I can't forgive the things that I can still
remember
So I think my friend these sins are here to stay
And I could make a promise
With a tear in my eye
And all the hope in my heart
But all the doubt in my mind
But if judgement day started tonight
At least I'd know I was right
But if judgement day started tonight
At least I'd know I was right
And I'd be laughing at the end of the world
But take my hand tonight I think we'll be alright

So come on and let me in
I need a place to hide
I need a place to hide before the storm begins

No, I won't let you ruin my night. I will try not to let you ruin my night.

Worst night/morning of my life. Crying all night, waking up at 7 am just because I can't go back to sleep, cry some more, chills, really bad stomach pains, throw up, finally get back to sleep, waking up every 15 minutes, realizing that I've been doing the same exact thing in the same order all morning, finally get up not wanting to and feeling like I can both physically and emotionally.

I think I'm losing it.

I want to go home.

I've been so paranoid the past couple of days. Unfortunately and regretfully awaiting your call tonight.

Lindsay Lohan - Golden Globes 2010 After-Party!

Lindsay Lohan - Golden Globes 2010 After-Party!

Lindsay Lohan is trash, but this dress is fabulous.

It's funny how at first we went from being the most unlikely couple to the most likely to never break up. This blows.