Why do they say that if you love someone, you should set them free? The entire time while we were together, my mom would tell me that if I really loved him, then I would set him free so that he could mature and go back to school. Sometimes I think that is what he did for me. He set me free so that I could live my life, and study, and be successful. I don't really know. And I doubt I ever will. Sometimes I feel like he still loves me. But I never know what to believe now. I know what I want to believe in. I want to believe in us. I had so much hope and faith, and there's nothing that I wanted more than for us to be together forever.
Sometimes I think that if you heard my prayers, you would laugh and tell me to move on. Other times I think you would cry and tell me how sorry you are for hurting me. And then times other than those I feel like you would just look at me with your sad eyes, or try not to, and just not say a thing, tapping your fingers to some strange beat. Its funny because I feel like now that we're not together, I know you more than I ever have.
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