Wanted: someone with a sense of reality, who thinks in the now. Love is not a fairy tale. If you've felt it before, you'd know that that's exactly what it isn't.
I just sat in my room for about an hour staring out my window, eating chips because I'm so annoyed by these stupid idealists and idiots that surround me.
ps. I wish you would stop acting like it was me who messed up. Sure, I did, but it was also you who never tried to fix things. And then you bring him up like its such an awful thing that he's going nowhere in his life. Maybe he isn't, but neither are you. You're just as bad as selfish as he was, if not worse. At least he never gave up on trying to love. Well, at least that was until the end. But that's besides the point. I'm annoyed with you. And you're very lucky I know how to bite my tongue.
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