It sucks to think that its not only you who tries to keep yourself in my life, yet everyone around me. Or at least some people. If I still wanted you in my life, I would have come back or stayed. I don't want to talk about you every time I catch up with people when they ask how I'm doing. I don't bring you up, and neither should they.

We need to talk, but I don't want to. And I don't think I care enough.

So I guess its up to you to not let things go sour.