I wish we never had anything in common. I think I'd be fine if I never saw a zombie again, or a stupid old pit bull. I wish we had never spoken of our favorite movies and tv shows, like Lost, Sons of Anarchy, Trueblood. I wish I had never watched anything and had it remind me of you. Or remind me of us. I wish we never watched any of those stupid movies, and enjoyed them together. I wish we both didn't love halloween, or watching people get torn apart by monsters or lunatics. I wish you didn't ever try to help me get straight and ditch the drugs. I wish I had never showed an interest in you, and what you were trying to help me through, or that you had reciprocated anything either. Because its more than obvious we both wasted too much time and energy in something that would've never happened. But I think that's just the hopeless romantic in us both, deep down somewhere there. But most importantly, I wish I never longed for your touch or to hear your voice, I wish I never felt the way you made me feel, like nothing else mattered, just you and me. And the most, most importantly, I wish I never laid eyes on you in that stupid bike shop in stupid middle of nowhere, Virginia, about 5 years ago in your stupid blue, plaid shirt and your stupid short-shorts that make everyone feel uncomfortable. I wish none of this had ever happened because then I know I wouldn't be lost here and alone without you, wondering what I could've done differently so that I could be yours.