It's kind of funny how materialistic my horoscope tells me I am. Funny because I am a girl who has bought nothing nice or pricey for myself or anyone since my first year of college 3 years ago. I'm okay with marijuana, booze, and cigarettes though.

I keep trying to make myself disappear. To not be noticed. But I try so hard, and I really don't know why because it's pretty obvious that I'm not supposed to be invisible. I'm not supposed to be dead. Just to certain people. No, but we'll see. I just want to make you wish you were dead.